Saying it out loud...

Early sidenote: The judges on X-Factor (particularly Simon) were so damn catty, it was uncomfortable to watch. I'm just glad Simon kept Melanie, and the brunette Bieber twins and the crazy Memphis dude went home. On to the topic (that got longer than I expected).

No this isn't something deep and profound, you should know better if you're reading my blog lol. In class yesterday morning, we were asked to read our papers out loud, in order to see hear whether what we had written sounded right or not, and after class, the conversation about games like Saint's Row and Grand Theft Auto popped into my head the same way. Throughout the conversation, all I could do was laugh at how absolutely, certifiably crazy it sounded to describe the things you can do in the games lol. Hearing, "You can sleep with hookers and run over elderly people" while most of the girls looked as if they were thinking "Why on Earth would you want to do that?" was hilarious to me, but it made me think of how crazy it sounds to other people and why they'd be against them.

My currently 9 year old niece loves Saint's Row 2, but when I saw her throw a policewoman into a burning car without even trying, it freaked me out and I stopped letting her play it until I came to terms with it. I had to remember that me and my older nephews and nieces grew up on Mortal Kombat and Doom, and we have yet to try to rip someone's spine out like they do in those games, so I trust in my smart little nieces and nephew to know better than to be influenced by those games as long as they're taught right. My little niece and nephew however do live in a place where it's cute for little boys to want to act "gangsta" and try to rub on girls booties at 5 years old, or the ass shaking little girls get taught at 4 years old but that's an entirely different issue. Well, that's all I've got for now, bye! ; )

Sidenote: Oh, and for the record, my 9 year old niece will kick your butt in Smackdown Vs. Raw 2011, and soon, my 4 year old niece will too. She's already asking how to pick up the steel stairs lol.

PS for Ms. Swan in response to my post before this one: Disgaea 4 is a really hard one to explain, it's a strategy RPG (think chess with characters and magic) about goofy demons fighting amongst one another in the netherworld, and in this one a vampire with an obsession with sardines leads a fight against the "Corrupterment", the government of the underworld to restore the balance of good and evil. I play it mostly for the silly story. Here is the website if your really curious. Aren't they the cutest looking demons ever?

Too Much "Fun"?

I know a blog isn't due for like two weeks, so no one is likely to see this, but I'm bored. : (

I'm not sure whether her age had something to do with it or not, but apparently it's possible to have too much "fun".
Well, with that said...... Don't have too much fun with those "fun bags" lol. Well.... To those who see this, see ya'll next Thursday. *winks, waves, and goes back to playing Disgaea 4*

A Fear of a Lack of Interest...

I'm starting to notice I'm really bad at expressing my interests, and it's got me wondering how many other people are like that... For instance, I've never once attempted to talk about music or the singers I like (Brandy, Kelly Rowland, Jazmine Sullivan, Fantasia and lots of other R&B/Urban artists, with some K-Pop thrown in), or the video games I play (mostly fighting games and RPGs). Though what I noticed when I thought about it was that, only a few of us have really went much into our interests in our blogs lol.

I'm personally so conditioned to keeping my interests to myself that I assume no one else is interested or will care even if I told them, and when I do end up talking about them (wrestling for instance) I end up saying something negative like "I have no clue why I still watch this," or I'll point out something as stupid or fake. I guess it's a defense mechanism to the usually inevitable "You still watch wrestling!?" or "Wrestling is so fake" comments. Maybe some of us are afraid that we'll make a blog gushing about something we like and get 1 reply.... which is by default since Ms. Swan always leaves a comment lol.

I'm shocked I've typed that much about this so I'll rename my post now. *goes to rename post which was originally "Thoughts"* I just noticed I kind of basically made a post about a fear of rejection so I gave it a more appropriate title lol! This little blogging thing actually gave me some self-realization about something I didn't actually notice was in me. Hmph... Anyways, bye.

Sidenote: I don't even feel like smiling, winking, or waving after that lol.

Autopilot Mode

Yep, I'm on autopilot/randomness mode again. It's 4:00 in the morning, and procrastination (that evil witch) is trying to convince me to go back to sleep instead of making my blog which is due in 4 hours. Well, I decided not to listen to her, so now I'm up trying to make this blog with nothing in particular to talk about and this cold is making it worse lol. I'm not sure whether I mask it well, or whether no one was paying attention, but I have a terrible cold. My head hurt all day during class yesterday, my nose was runny, and I was still drowsy from the medicine I took for it two days prior. Unless you just like to be drowsy/high all day, NEVER take what I took (I'm told it's the same stuff put in "sizzurp", a popular ummm.... drink) for anything lol.

I still have a few things stored in my head for later blogs, but right now, I feel too bad to want to elaborate on them. It's now past 4:40, and I'm really cutting it close now, so I close this out now. Bye. (waves and winks lol)

PS: I really like this class. I may not be shy with complements but I don't do sucking up either, so I mean that. : )